Finally. I'm writing something. On my blog.
It's been a long, long road. I've been stupidly unwell since....September? October? You all probably remember better than I do. Considering the failed operation at The Other Place last May, and the non-recovery that followed, I suppose we can probably say I've been stuck in bed with a sick bowl and a head full of opiates since about January 2012.
This is not "Sick Girl situation normal" for me when I get this bad. Things stop working. My legs stubbornly refuse to carry me about. My opiate infused bloodstream resolutely refuses to let me interact. With anyone. Can't cuddle my husband, can't speak to my kids and DEFINITELY can't pick up the phone. Not under any circumstances. It rings and my blood flushes cold with terror. I watch it, insistently bringing away on the duvet cover, jumping and twitching with pushy challenges and I let it ring out. Even when I knew my Dad was dying, I still couldn't pick up the phone. Friends visit and I beg Dave in tears not to let them in my room. The room that has become my world. The room that smells of sickness and sterility and decay. The four walls that contain me just as securely as any prison. The room that becomes more peppered with aids as the weeks go by. Suddenly a wheelchair here, a commode there, a sharps bin or six, as reality forces my ever constant stubbornness into submission.
And then hospital. When the spasms of vomiting ripped muscles, left me delirious with dehydration and malnutrition, when the pain shot through "Home-levels" of opiates it was time. Oh God that time. Time to say goodbye to my kids. Each time, with no idea if I'd see them again. Time to say goodbye to freedom and independence and comfort and love, such as they'd become in my narrow existence, in exchange for rigidity and institutionalisation and - if I was lucky - efficient salvation. If I was unlucky, judgement, frustration, pain and fear. Loneliness and battles with the very people supposed to care for me.
The first ward I was on (for four whole weeks) was great. My own room, views of London from picture windows that I could dream my way into for hours on end. Kind staff - indeed some beyond kind, some the angels we resolutely insist on believing make up 100% of of our NHS. Some became friends, which is the very highest accolade I can give. A few hiccups but never intentional. And all the while the chilling, horror-film-creeping realisation that The Other Place had not been right. The patient care had been bullying and cruel and dangerous for most of the 18 years I'd lived out my life in their "care".
I think the biggest change - and one I couldn't really get used to over the whole 10 weeks I spent in their care - was they didn't treat me like a junkie. they treated me like a person with a terrible illness in pain. I justified, and worried, hoped and waited needlessly. They came. Every time. With pain relief. When I needed it. No-one tried to take it away. Or reduce it.
The 2nd stay brought a dodgy sister. We didn't get on. It didn't go well. the ward lacked the compassion and calm of the previous one.
If the NHS let me down anywhere this time it was that good old chestnut - communication. The medics took 3 or 4 weeks to decide I needed surgery. They didn't read my notes or speak to anyone at The Other Place. They bought in the surgeons. Who took another 3 or 4 weeks to decide I needed surgery. They didn't read my notes or speak to anyone at The Other Place either. They couldn't get it together to communicate and push for an operation date. Xmas came and went, I got skinnier and skinnier. My boys started to forget who Mummy was. Just that pale, gaunt hologram of Mum lying in the bed for kisses goodnight. Like a Victorian father, remote and removed. My husband became my carer, never my lover. They became self sufficient as a family, without me. Something that gave relief and pain in equal measure.
Quietly and calmly I repeated, over and over again, "I need surgery", "I need surgery" like the insistent hum of train on tracks - unheard, but there, under all of the rest of the noise and beeps.
Finally in January, 5 stone 10, nearly, dead, unable to walk at all, having eaten or drunk nothing for about 2 weeks, the surgeon hung his head at my out patients appointment and said "I think it's an understatement to say we've left you too long."
He admitted me, set up a feed by central line, set a definite date for surgery and salvation was in sight.
Again, I was in a lovely ward. The nurses really cared but make no mistake - listen up Mr Cameron, Mr Hunt, Mr Lansley - THERE WERE NOT ENOUGH OF THEM. There's nowhere to hide. I'm not Polly Toynbee writing in the Guardian or Benedict Brogan in the Telegraph. I'M A PATIENT. Few will have my insight or experience.
Compared to 2007, wards (and let's not forget, this is in one of the best teaching hospitals in the country with a real emphasis on patient care) are horribly, dangerously and miserably short staffed. BECAUSE THEY CAN'T AFFORD TO PAY THEM MR CAMERON.
Oh, I've seen the political football nonsense you are all playing. The Express, Mr Hunt, they are trying to justify your ridiculous NHS sell off with stories of poor patient care. The Express and Mr O'Flynn rallying to the cause, talk of patients discharged with dehydration or malnutrition.
WELL LET'S NOT BE DELUDED. IT IS BECAUSE THEY ARE SHORT STAFFED. HOWEVER STRONG THE WILL, THERE SIMPLY AREN'T THE HOURS IN THE DAY TO DO EVERYTHING THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE. DO YOU UNDERSTAND MR CAMERON?? MR HUNT?
PEOPLE WILL DIE, IN EVER INCREASING NUMBERS BECAUSE YOU HAVE PUT OUR HOSPITALS IN AN IMPOSSIBLE POSITION. CUT STAFF, CUT RESOURCES, CUT CARE, CUT SERVICES OR GO UNDER.
Oh, you can go on about "cutting management waste" or "streamlining" but as you knew very well, we already had one of the most efficient health services in the world. You can hide behind your statistics, you can obfuscate about "no real term cuts" but you know as well as I do, the NHS needs 6% extra per year to survive. And it's not getting it. AND you're insisting they restructure from top to bottom at the same time.
So this is my experience, as a patient : Some of the deaths will be down to cruelty. Bad practice leads to bullying and cruelty. A ward or indeed a hospital, out of control, that has lost sight of the patients it is there to serve will kill people. Just as they did in Mid Staffs. But let's not kid ourselves any longer - it's happening up and down the country. Until we face this and accept we are only "angels" under the right circumstances, people will die. Lots of them. Our Mums and Dads and Sons and Daughters and Babies and Wives and Husbands will die. Say it again. They'll die. Needlessly and in lonely, desperate misery.
But more will die from cuts. And the trauma will be double. Because the staff who are left WILL care and will simply be unable to do the jobs of four or five. They will go home, every night, knowing they left a patient in pain. Knowing they left them hungry. Knowing they left them lying in their own filth or dehydrated or without vital feeds or medicines. Perhaps their blood slowly seeping away onto the floor, left for a night shift who fight all night, 2 staff short to save a life and never get a chance to staunch the flow. Dying quietly or dying dramatically, we'll all be dying.
Where there should have been 4 trained staff on every night - and several Healthcare Assistants, (HCAs) there were invariably 2 - and one HCA or none. They were usually bank nurses and just didn't have either the consistency or the care to do a good job.
The best nurses were staying 2, 3, 4 hours after every shift just to get things done.
Say what you like Mr Cameron and Mr Hunt, these deaths will be your fault. Every one will be on your conscience. Hide behind your statistics and your lies, but I'll be the patient, in the bed, watching the play unfold. I'll be the one talking to nurses in tears of frustration and exhaustion at 3 am. I'll be the one suffering in pain without a nurse available to bring my meds. I'll be the one watching the old lady opposite waste away because no-one has time to hold her cup.
But you won't need to use the NHS will you Mr Cameron? So you won't care. It's for "them" not "us" as remote and alien to you as pasties and council houses. But you used to didn't you Dave? You used to need the NHS? Because for acute, specialist care, they are the best. All of your private, boutique hospitals can't provide that care can they Dave? At 3am when your child stops breathing and you rush to salvation in a wail of blue lights and terror?
That you would so easily forget your own experiences and deny future parents the same excellence is your greatest shame of all.
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It is increasingly clear that this Government regard most of us as subhuman and not deserving of respect, care or support. They just don't care about those who will die in pain unnecessarily. Governments should be providing a safe, secure country for the people who voted for them, not this...Another cracking blog, Sue!
ReplyDeleteIt's heart breaking and so true. Last year I was on a ward with 16 patients and ONE nurse and no other staff. They were supposed to have two nurses but one was off sick. Two of the patients on the ward were suffering with severe diarrhea and vomitting and she was running backwards and forwards with these sadly bed bound individuals' bedding and waste. The rest of us had to sit and wait for our meds. That nurse worked a 12 hour shift with no other support, no time to get any food, and I think she managed a toilet break once. She was running herself into the ground and several of us were in agony because she couldn't take time to give us our meds on time, let alone really check on us. She was in bits that she couldn't help us all and it wasn't that she didn't care, it was that she had no other support because they only had funding for two nurses on that ward, and one was sick. It's so very very wrong that the good nurses we have are becoming as abused as the patients because of these funding cuts. How long do we think these nurses will be able to cope working at those levels with the stress they are under, going home exhausted and heart broken. How many will decide to leave such a difficult job? Then what will be left with?
ReplyDeleteJust spoken to my better half, who has just finished a 13hr, i'll repeat that, a 13hr shift on an acute infectious diseases ward. she had no breaks and had to deal with the death of a 35yr old patient with the help of 1 other nurse. I loathe what the Con-Dem-nation has made of my beloved NHS, for whom I worked for 30 yrs until my back gave out and turned me into a "scrounger"!
DeleteThank you Sue.
ReplyDeleteWe all know nurses care, if they have the time to communicate, and time to know you are a person and not just a statistic!
Managers work with figures, all numbers and "customers"......I hate the use of that word!
Also, thank you for doing in this blog what we all think, but never seem able to "do".
So right. Numbers and statistics. Clients and customers. The word is patients. As long as the Tory loons et al keep using client and customer instead of patients and making sure the number crunchers rule the NHS and not the folks who do the work and understand healthcare not managerial economic pan-gloss from a degree in some obscure BSA mode then there will be no hope for people who are ill.
DeleteSue - brilliant - as the mother of a daughter whose life was cut short by the"other place" - She was never going to have a longlife, but it should have been longer and not in pain.
ReplyDeleteIt is so true Mid-staffs was not a one off. I still weep for Dani, but I also weep for all those to whom it will also happen - those that are not ill or whose time for use of the NHS has not yet come - it will not be there because those who do not need it now do not see the very imminent danger. I am told that it is unforgivable to criticise the NHS as all nurses are angels - I so wish that this was true.
Sue I applaud your stamina. Thank you.
Helga
stitched together - That is SO familiar. Day after day after day. And we know how long because all of this happened in the nineties - I was there then too.
ReplyDeleteSlowly but surely the good guys left or had breakdowns and left or went to private work or other non ward health work with much lower stress levels.
that left hospitals with nurses that frankly didn't care. the ones who didn't care they were leaving patients in pain or filth were the only ones who could bear to stay.
It took years under Labour for that to start to fade. Training new nurses, bringing them in from abroad by the thousands, stamping out that culture that had been left to flourish of cruelty and lack of compassion, reminding staff that wasn't "normal".
It's so true and it's so wrong. My experiences have mostly been as an outpatient, but even there, appointments get pushed back week after week, month after month because the one person who covers my needs (and those of every person with those needs in the HCT) has gone sick and there's no replacement.
ReplyDeleteI went two years without seeing a neurologist, I ahve gone two years now with no Epilepsy Nurse access. My CBT was recently pushed back a month while the therapist was unwell. Every time I get a letter from the hospital I take a breath to see if it's a cancellation. I haven't had a brain scan in 5 years. My neurologist (I have never seen one who specialises in epilepsy or seizures) discharged me because she thinks most of my seizures are non-epileptic and therefore need therapy. But they don't *know*. And I only got that far because I'm able to fight, to chase up and make phone calls, because I had (briefly) and epilepsy nurse who told me what my scan results meant. How are people who never had that chance or don't have the strength to fight supposed to get help?
And why the hell should they have to fight at all?
The reality out there is far scarier than people imagine, this needs as wide an audience as possible.
ReplyDeleteHaving recently been in hospital myself I agree that it is indeed a terribly sorry state of affairs. Playing devil's advocate though, I'd like to ask a question. Given that our country has been in economic decline for some years now and we do not even have the money to maintain the NHS in its current poor state, what other centrally funded government services would you cut in order to pump the additional £billions required to shore up the NHS?
ReplyDeleteWhilst I am no lover of the tories, I strongly suspect that whichever party was in power at the moment would be forced to make cuts. The plain and simple truth is that as a nation we are practically bankrupt. We blindly continue to spend far more than we earn and there's only so much money we can borrow from the international money markets (our public debt is already nearly 75% of our GDP which is insane). This means standards of living and state funded care will unfortunately continue to deteriorate.
It's a bitter pill for all of us to swallow.
I wouldn't replace trident for a start.........
DeleteThen.......I could go on, but will leave it at that:-)
I agree. But the Trident replacement budget is only £25billion. The NHS costs £100billion per year to run. Cancelling Trident only buys us 3 months NHS funding.
DeleteSo please go on...
Trident will probably cost more than £25 billion when other costs are taken into account. However the '3 months' thing is just misleading. We already have the £100 billion so the additional £25 billion could be spent just on improvements/additional staff. £1 billion a year (for 25 years) could help pay for a lot of extra staff.
DeleteWhy do you cut the tax office staff when so much tax is avoided, missed, or hidden away.
DeleteWhy does council tax end at such a low figure? Surely it needs to be progressive all the way up the scale.
I just find the direction things are going plain wrong. It needs thought, and a total rewrite. I am sure things could be done differently, yes and we might get some more nurses into the bargain!
Oh, I wrote this little bit and have now read on down and seen the wider debate.........
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I recently spent some time in A&E with Mum. Ill myself, caring for days had left me frazzled without patience. A&E was full. There must have been 3 nurses and two doctors. Everyone looked as if they were about to collapse as wave after wave of emergency ambulances arrived. And yet they treated a sick and confused 83 year old with unfailing patience.
ReplyDeleteScoobyStoo - Where to start when your "reality" is so different to mine???
ReplyDeleteWe are not a "country in decline" - well, we weren't. Before the credit crunch our deficit was 3% - perfectly manageable and our 75% debt is way lower than most G8 countries - France and Italy are both over 100%. Think of a mortgage. 75% isn't that bad is it? but then it depends where you borrow the money from.
75% of a house price from Wonga would cripple you in about a week it's true, but our debt is overwhelmingly held in the UK - we are not owned by China, we do not pay our debt interest to these mythical "money markets" waiting to slash us down if we deviate from austerity. The bank of England and UK investors own our debt.
Interest rates are lower than they've ever been. If a government cannot borrow to invest and make a profit now, they ought to give up - damn, they could put it in saving's bonds and make a profit!!! (hypothetically obv ;)
Under Labour, the NHS got it's 6% above standing still, and the world didn't collapse because of it. It collapsed because stupid financiers (NOT bankers alone) leveraged money they didn't have, then bet on the outcomes. (And even the futures of the outcomes)
While Labour were investing 6% above maintenance budget, we enjoyed 2-3% growth every year, low inflation, low interest rates and improved public services. Crime fell year on year, health outcomes improved across the board, education improved - it wasn't perfect, but to believe we cannot maintain basic human rights is ludicrous. We're still the 6th wealthiest nation on earth. We have excellent prospects for recovery if those in charge would actually take their heads out of their bottoms and invest in things that make money.
The ONLY way to get out of this pit is through jobs and growth. That's it - sure trident is pointless - that is no longer a leftie view, our tax loopholes are laughable, but none of that really matters if we don't invest.
If we don't invest we die - the trick is making a profit and actually, Labour were rather good at it. The fact that British business failed to reward it's staff adequately year on year or re-invest their profits as German businesses do is the fault of NO government. That's just greed.
Finally, we need healthcare, that's that, every nation does. If you look at every chart, the more private quota, the more expensive the system. With the US the most expensive in the world and the NHS one of the cheapest and most efficient. Whatever the answer, bringing in private businesses to run our healthcare is not the answer.
glad to see your back up to writing again sue
ReplyDeletethis ones for you and with luck your get fully well and keep leading the fight against the welfare reform bill and save many lives
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there are good parts of many hospitals and on my many years of travels that has always been the case
ReplyDeletethe john radcliff for example is excellent with Nero surgery but falls short on young children's heart surgery
we as the consumer have to take responsibility to learn who's who and not just blindly leave to our local doctor however nice he or she may be
we need to find our own set of expertize as it is all out their given the research that we need to do
it would be nice to think that hospitals were equal and up to the mark but sadly as the queen will tell you that's never going to be the case
the bottom line is that the conservative government doesn't use the NHS neither does the queen and yet the government are in control of it how bizarre is that
ReplyDeleteWhere is the logic here? like most of the UK there is no logic or common sense in anything we do and all that does is to create a sad and twisted society
care you cant learn you either can care from a very young age or you cant and all the money in the world wont make a blind bit of difference
overseas nurses are very good at caring overall the only downside is that their medical knowledge can be lacking at times the same with overseas doctors
once you get to a surgeons level then things look up a little the only downside here I've noticed is that they can stray in to areas of an operation and shouldn't as they need to be mentored and by straying off in to the unknown brings a risk to the patient's life. A little extra care here would prove beneficial
the other major downside into most hospitals is that the chief executive and his or her staff lack the ability to engage with not only the staff but also the patients as well making the work you do in a hospital as being unimportant which leads to an overall lower standards of care for all concerned
can this be changed ? no the standards will continue to fall as the young graduates going into the profession lack the ability to stand up and be counted and to fight for a better overall standard from the chief executive who in reality couldn't give a damn
I couldn't agree more. My mother did die. They killed her, with neglect and cruelty. And we still can't get anyone to listen.
ReplyDeleteHi Sue - Thanks for your reply. Here's my take on things.
ReplyDelete>We are not a "country in decline" - well, we weren't. >Before the credit crunch our deficit was 3% - perfectly >manageable and our 75% debt is way lower than most G8 >countries - France and Italy are both over 100%.
Continually running a deficit of 3% is completely unsustainable and tantamount to economic suicide. Britain already owes £1.3TRILLION and is borrowing over £2billion per week. Servicing our debt costs the country over £40billion every year. That's bigger than the budget for any government department other than Education and Health. France and Italy are also in it up to their necks but that doesn't make our situation any better.
>75% of a house price from Wonga would cripple you in >about a week it's true, but our debt is overwhelmingly >held in the UK - we are not owned by China, we do not pay >our debt interest to these mythical "money markets" >waiting to slash us down if we deviate from austerity. >The bank of England and UK investors own our debt.
About 30% of our debt is held by overseas investors. You are right that we are not "owned by China" but don't discount the importance of these investors. They are the largest group of buyers and we'd be in real trouble if they stopped buying our gilts.
I'm afraid the money markets are not mythical either. The Debt Management Office turns to them each and every day to manage our finances.
>Interest rates are lower than they've ever been. If a >government cannot borrow to invest and make a profit now, >they ought to give up - damn, they could put it in >saving's bonds and make a profit!!! (hypothetically obv ;)
Haha. If only eh?
On this we agree though, investment is the only way forward. Personally, I think infrastructure projects are too big a gamble. Governments are demonstrably hopeless at predicting future requirements and kicking off multi-billion projects that won't deliver for decades (such as the ludicrous HS2) for the sake of artificially creating jobs. The only smart way to invest for the national future is in education. Give the kids of today the skills to meet whatever the global economic requirements will be in 10 years’ time.
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ReplyDelete>Under Labour, the NHS got it's 6% above standing still, >and the world didn't collapse because of it. It collapsed >because stupid financiers (NOT bankers alone) leveraged >money they didn't have, then bet on the outcomes. (And >even the futures of the outcomes)
Exactly, the bubble collapsed for the same underlying reason all economic bubbles have collapsed; An end to the prevailing supply of cheap credit. Look at any bubble in history and they all boil down to the same root cause.
>While Labour were investing 6% above maintenance budget, >we enjoyed 2-3% growth every year, low inflation, low >interest rates and improved public services. Crime fell >year on year, health outcomes improved across the board, >education improved - it wasn't perfect, but to believe we >cannot maintain basic human rights is ludicrous. We're >still the 6th wealthiest nation on earth. We have >excellent prospects for recovery if those in charge would >actually take their heads out of their bottoms and invest >in things that make money.
On this we disagree. Labour were only able to invest +6% between 1998 and 2009 because a global bubble was in effect for the majority of this time. Alistair Darling understood the situation in 2009 only too well. In the 2009 Pre-Budget Report he stated that if Labour were to win the next election he would cut NHS funding to in line with inflation. You are comparing apples with oranges. No government is going to be able to maintain the level of services provided during boom years whilst in a recession.
>The ONLY way to get out of this pit is through jobs and >growth. That's it - sure trident is pointless - that is >no longer a leftie view, our tax loopholes are laughable, >but none of that really matters if we don't invest.
Yep, yep and yep.
>If we don't invest we die - the trick is making a profit >and actually, Labour were rather good at it. The fact >that British business failed to reward it's staff >adequately year on year or re-invest their profits as >German businesses do is the fault of NO government. >That's just greed.
Hmmm, well, there's a very good case to be made that Gordon Brown was largely responsible for the severity of the crash in the UK. Whilst Chancellor he very unwisely decided take responsibility for regulating the banks off the Bank Of England (who knew what they were doing) and set up the FSA (who didn't have a clue). The FSA was a joke in The City from day one. It was supposed to be independent but was actually financed by the banks themselves and so had no real power. Brown happily oversaw the final deregulation of the banks (that had been started by Thatcher in the 80s). He didn't care what the consequences might be as the deregulation meant London became the financial capital of the world. Investment banks moved their operations here by the boat load to benefit from our incredibly lax regime. As a result in poured the corporate tax revenues, funding in part the increased spending on services to which you allude. If I remember correctly they climbed to around 15% of the entire national tax take at the peak of the lunacy. Understandably, nobody wanted to end the party and Gordon let the good times roll.
I have no political affiliation. Having worked in Westminster some time ago I know that pretty much all career politicians suffer from the same chronic failings as each other. However, to simplify the situation as 'under Labour things were good and under the Tories things are bad' is a gross misrepresentation of the facts.
Agree about the Germans though. They have a very resilient and long term mind-set. Something that the Chinese share with them.
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ReplyDelete>Finally, we need healthcare, that's that, every nation >does. If you look at every chart, the more private quota, >the more expensive the system. With the US the most >expensive in the world and the NHS one of the cheapest >and most efficient. Whatever the answer, bringing in >private businesses to run our healthcare is not the >answer.
One of the keys measures of the success of any society is how it cares for its ill. Whilst the NHS is one of the most efficient healthcare systems in the world it still has serious shortcomings, some of which you have highlighted in your blog. Like you, I have grave reservations about the way profitable treatment areas are currently being farmed out to the private sector. However, I don't see a financially viable way in which the NHS can continue to exist in its current form.
Anyway, I don't want to hijack this blog posting any further. Have neded up writing something of an essay I'm afraid. However, you raised some interesting points which I wanted to address.
I wish you all the best in your battle with Crohn's.
I rather like your replies and debate ScoobyStoo. You're challenging and thoughtful. In rather more healthful times, I'd happily swamp the thread.
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My name is Samson, i leave in the uk, my girlfriend and i have been together for over 2 years now, in the last few weeks i have been having problems with her, I do love this woman a lot and do want to get married to her but at times i did feel a little confused about this and has wondered if she has been true to the relationship...until i found that she was not being true with me..I did later find out that she has been seeing her ex boyfriend I was devastated and did not know what to do, although I still loved her and could not see myself with anyone else, I did not want to lose her and my friends told me that they could help me with this problem, he told me about a spell caster dodospell i decided to give it a trier so I contacted dodospell@yahoo.com once again to let him know that I did want to get help with this. With the powers that they do have my girlfriend and I did work a lot of things out and she has came back to me and we are now back together and engaged I did get over the fact that she has cheated on me but sometimes we do need to forget the past and move on to a better future and without king son' help I don't think it would have ever worked out if not the great dodospell who brought her back to me i will forever remain good and loyal to this great spell caster, you can contact him on any kind of problems email dodospell@yahoo.com cell phone +2348158830607
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ReplyDeleteMy mouth is full of testimonies, Am miss PRECIOUS E my husband left the home for two years to south Africa for a tourist, where he meant this prostitute and he was bewitch by the girl my husband refuse to come back home again, i cry day and night looking for who to help me, i read a news paper about a powerful spell caster called Dr odudu and i contacted the spell caster to help me get my lover back to me and he ask me not to worry about it that the gods we fight for me.. he told me by mid-night when all the spirit is at rest he will cast a spell to reunite my lover back to me. and he did in less than 3 days my husband came back to me and started crying that i should for forgive him, i,m so happy for what this spell caster did for me and my husband.. Dr odudu126spellcaster@gmail.com
I am so happy and i want the whole world to hear of this testimony i am about to share this,
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,I am Emily from Canada i have been sick for two years now,i have been to so many hospitals and countries for treatment but all to no avail,until I read an article about a great,honest spell Dr call Dr anunu,I contacted him and he told me that within 2 days I will regain my health,I never believed him,but to my greatest surprise. 40hours later when i was at sleep i saw in a dream a old man that was my Dr anunu he gave me water to drink immediately i vomited a life lizard i stood up from the bed my Tommy that was so big went down immediately my mummy was crying then i told her dr anunu has healed me with spell power me and my mummy travel then to Africa to show our appreciation to Dr anunu.I am so happy please if u are out there passing through any form of sickness or problem my Dr spell work on anything no mater your predicament just trust and have faith because him is able. before i meet Dr anunu i have already meet so many other spell caster they where all interested in my money they could not heal me, i thank God for using Dr anunu to restored my health.
i will continue to share this testimony everyday because my very existence is because of Dr anunu. my mummy also asked for his help in getting a new job that same week my mummy went for an interview and she got a job she never dreamed of, and Dr anunu brought back my lover who left me for one year to my life again.don't because someone has taken your money relent on getting your solution because my Dr will always be there any time you need his help on anything.
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My name is cheney from uk. I never believed in love spells or magic until i met this spell caster once when i went to Africa in February this year on a business summit. I meant a man who’s name is DR.EGOGO he is really powerful and could help cast spells to bring back one’s gone, lost, misbehaving lover and magic money spell or spell for a good job or luck spell .I’m now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 3 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 3years. I really loved him, but his mother was against us and he had no good paying job. So when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him. At first i was undecided, skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try. And in 7 days when i returned to Canada, my boyfriend (now husband) called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married. I didn’t believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do. Well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid, and my husband also got the new job and our lives became much better. His email is egogotemple@yahoo.com
ReplyDeleteI would like to thank Dr. Kuda for breaking the dark spell from my ex boyfriend. When we broke up, he fell into the hands of a woman and he stayed over at her place, drink a lot and even picked up smoking which became excessive. I was always worried and had a lot of doubts. I told Dr. Kuda everything and he never fails to reply my emails. Sometimes, he would call and check up on me. He is very patient and encourages me every time I cry. Now my ex boyfriend doesn't stay over at her place and had quit drinking and the good news is that he is back.
ReplyDeleteIf you need help, just email Dr. Kuda at dr.kudasolutiontemple@gmail.com. I am sure he will find ways to help you out!
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My name is Mary am from usa. I just want to share with the whole world how a great man made me the happiest woman on earth. About four years ago, I got married with two kids but all was not well between me and my husband. He left me and the kids alone. Life has been hell for me without my husband until one day a friend of mine gave me this great mans email address and his phone number so I emailed him and deed all what he asked of me, he asked me to wait for just three days and all will be well. Three days later my husband came back to me, since then I and my lovely kids are happy so I want to say thank you sir, DR shogoIf you want any help from this great man, these are his email address: shogotemple@gmail.com
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ReplyDeleteMy name is Loveth from canada. I never believed in love spells or magic until i met this spell caster once when i went to Africa in Febuary this year on a business summit. I meant a man who's name is DR. Balogun ( finalsolutionspell1@gmail.com ) he is really powerful and could help cast spells to bring back one’s gone, lost, misbehaving lover and magic money spell or spell for a good job or luck spell .I’m now happy & a living testimony cause the man i had wanted to marry left me 2 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cause our relationship has been on for 6years. I really loved him, but his mother was against us and he had no good paying job. So when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him. At first i was undecided, skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try. And in 3 days when i returned to Canada, my boyfriend(now husband) called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married. I didn’t believe it cause the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do. Well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid, and my husband also got the new job and our lives became much , please contact Dr Balogun on his email if you have the same problem. since he has help me he can also help you finalsolutionspell1@gmail.com
DeleteI am Miss Precious from USA, I promise to share this testimony all over the world once my boyfriend return back to me, and today with all due respect i want to thank OGBU BABA for bringing joy and happiness to my relationship and my family. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is real and genuine. I never believed in any of these things until i loosed my boyfriend, I required help until i found ogbubabaspellcaster@yahoo.com a grate spell caster, And he cast a love spell for me, and he assured me that I will get my boyfriend back in two days after the spell has been cast. two days later, my phone rang, and so shockingly, it was my boyfriend who has not called me for past 3 years now, and made an apology for the heart break, and told me that he is ready to be my back bone till the rest of his life with me. OGBU BABA released him up to know how much i loved and wanted him. And opened his eyes to picture how much we have share together. As I’m writing this testimony right now I’m the most happiest girl on earth and me and my fiance is living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up. So that’s why I promised to share my testimony all over the universe.All thanks goes to OGBU BABA for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is the email address in situation you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as he has done mine for me, he will definitely help you too. ogbubabaspellcaster@yahoo.com
ReplyDeleteAfter being in relationship with Wilson for seven years,he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that don't believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I meant a spell caster called EZE MALAKA and I email him, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the fake ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, his email:extremewhitelovespell@yahoo.com you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or anything. CAN NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU SIR HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS:extremewhitelovespell@yahoo.com CONTACT HIM NOW FOR SOLUTION TO ALL YOUR PROBLEMS.
ReplyDeleteso so happy cant keep this to my self must testify so the whole world can know.a year ago had a serious fight with the love of my life and we separated i missed her so much that i tried all means to get her back but it all failed and it even got worst because she even got a court injunction against me not to come close to where ever she and my child are and restricted me from visiting them.
ReplyDeletei saw in a local newspaper a story about how this great spell brought back happiness into a ladies life after years of separation and decided to contact him.he asked for her full name and picture which i gave him and also some materials to cast the reunion spell and after 48 hrs i got a call from her thought i was dreaming until she finally came back home.
am happy to say we have been to together now for a month and she is very happy being back with me.
please if you are having any problem in your marriage or your relationship please kindly contact this great man of spell on the following:docigodo@yahoo.com or +2348169138446 and get you happiness back.
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I am Miss Tricia.,From united states of America.I will start by saying to all that have experience heart break and also cant do with out there lover should please stop here and read up my story, So as you will know how to go solving or getting your ex back from this spell caster..AND AGAIN I WILL WANT TO ALSO TELL ALL THAT THIS SPELL CASTER I WILL WANT TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT IS HARMLESS AND DO NOT HAVE ANY SIDE EFFECT, BUT TO RESTORE AND GIVE YOU BACK WHAT YOU DESERVE, COS WHEN I MEET WITH THIS SPELL CASTER THAT WAS INTRODUCED TO ME BY THE WIFE OF MY BOSS IN MY WORKING PLACE, HE MADE IT CLEAR THAT HE CAN CAST SPELL ON SO MANY OTHER PROBLEMS EXCEPT IN GETTING YOUR EX OR MAKING YOUR LOVER TO LOVE YOU MORE THAT WILL SUITE YOU. Last year December, My lover was cheating on me and was not also give me the attention that a man should give to a woman,And really that was troubling my mind and tearing my heart apart to the extent that i was not concentrating in the office the way i use to before the break up by my lover.And before that incident,I always see how my boss use to love his wife so much. I was binging to think that i was not doing the right thing to him that will make him love me forever,So i really gathered my courage and went to my boss wife office to ask her the secret that made her husband love her so dearly,In the first place she refused in telling me,She asked me why i am asking her such a question,That if is it not normal for every man to love his wife.I told her the reason that made me ask her about this question,That my lover started cheating on me lately,When i knelt down before her for her to see my seriousness in this issue that i went to ask her,She opened up to me by telling me that i should not tell anybody about what she want to tell me,The wife to my boss started to say to me that she used a very powerful spell on his husband to love her,And the spell that she used is harmless, But the spell is just to make him love her and never to look for any other woman except her. I QUICKLY ASK HER HOW DID SHE GET TO KNOW THIS GREAT,POWER,DURABLE AND PERFECT WORK SPELL CASTER,she said that a friend of hers also introduce her to him. Then i also ask her how i can meet with this spell caster.SHE SAID EVERYTHING TO ME,THAT THE NAME OF THIS SPELL CASTER IS Dr. Agbo Mopa TEMPLE.My next question to her was how can i get this wonderful spell caster,She said she is going to give me the email of the spell caster for me to contact him for my problem,Really she gave to me this spell caster email and i contacted him and explained all to him,And after every thing that needed to be done by the spell caster, In the next two days, My lover that hated me so much came to house begging for forgiveness and i was so glad that i have finally gotten my heart desire..I was so grateful to this spell caster for what he has done for my life.. So i made a promise to him that i will always continue telling the world about his wonderful work towards me and also to other that came to you before and also the people that will also get to you from my story that i narrated online now..I will want to say to the entire world that you should not cry over noting again, That there is a great man that has been helping individuals to restore there Joy and smile in there faces !! The direct email to get this man is : supremelovespell@gmail.com ,This is what i want to tell you all out there,That is thinking that all hope is lost ok..Thanks
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